Happy Birthday Princess

Today is my daughter's 2nd birthday. I feel so guilty because she's far away from us and we can't celebrate her birthday. Xpe Sarah, nnti mommy belikan hadiah utk Sarag dr sini ye. Mainan masak2 yg Sarah suka tu k.

On my side, things are not good lately. My exam result is out already and I failed 3 papers with just 1 point. I'm a bit disappointed but I think I deserve it because I didn't study hard enough. And it's kind of a reminder from Allah s.w.t supaya sy xleka sgt kt sini. (sebenarnya rasa nk balik sgt2 dah ni...bukan best sgt pon duk sini).

Apa yg best kt sini so far is: Free newspaper every morning and afternoon, excellent public transport, health and education system...Itu saje. Oh ya one more thing I do really love is, there's NO CICAKS here!

Ok la, dah merapu meraban, PBL dan tajuk dissertation xdak lg ni (mati la aku...). For my little princess, Happy Birthday sayang, mommy loves you sooo much.

Anxiety

Whoah! It's March already...for the past weeks I've been busy with exam and classes. Mind you my class is everyday from 9-6. It drains my energy out by the end of the day.

Thinking of next week make me nervous (not so nervous actually). First, because my exam result will be ready next week and second because my Module 7 class will begin. Same as this week, everyday class 9-6 with big big names that gonna teach us. There's only 4 of us in the class. I like it but sometimes I feel down too. Seems like I'm the one with lowest IQ in my class.

Speaking about exam, which I don't feel nervous about, which is not a good sign. Because, selalunya kalau sy xrasa takut atau xrasa pape, I sense it's not gonna good. But....I'm hoping that it goes well. I wanna go back to my little sweet Sarah.

Rindu budak ni.