tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29588697847009997652024-02-19T16:23:11.826+08:00The Colours of Life~Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah~mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.comBlogger102125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-47332065741992608932015-05-29T11:47:00.001+08:002015-05-29T11:47:35.690+08:00Haters will hate.Sometimes I forgot that there are a group of people who like to see us fall, who are ready to see us fail. I don't understand and get this kind of people. What do they get when they have so much hatred in their hearts. I am just being me. I don't have any hidden agendas, any intention to make others fall or bad. It's not me. I just do what I like and if you hate me that much, so be it. It's your loss not me. I will help as much as I can without considering who you are. When I'm sad, I listen to this song cause I found it's lyrics was so beautifully written. KUN ANTA = BE YOURSELF.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;">In order to keep up with them</span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I imitated their looks and exterior</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">So I became someone else just to boast</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">And I thought that through that I gained a fortune</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">But I found that I'd lost, for these are mere appearances</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">No no</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We don't need wealth in order to increase in beauty</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Our essence is here, in our hearts it shines</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">No no</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">That is our beauty, rising and ascending above</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Be yourself and you will increase in beauty</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Be yourself and you will increase in beauty</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">La la la la la la la la</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I accept people but I don't imitate them</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Except for what I agree with, to satify myself</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I will just be myself, just the way I am, this is me</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">My conviction suffices, this is my certainty</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">No no</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We don't need wealth in order to increase in beauty</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Our essence is here, in our hearts it shines</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">No no</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">That is our beauty, rising and ascending above</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Be yourself and you will increase in beauty</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I'll be what I please to be</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I won't seek their acceptance</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I'll be whom I love to be</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Why would I care about their acceptance</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I'll be what I please to be</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I won't seek their acceptance</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I'll be whom I love to be</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Why would I care about their acceptance</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">No no</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We don't need wealth in order to increase in beauty</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Our essence is here, in our hearts it shines</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">No no</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">That is our beauty, rising and ascending above</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Be yourself and you will increase in beauty</span></div>
</span><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4b4c; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small; line-height: 20.7999992370605px; text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 20.7999992370605px;">I BE WHAT I PLEASE TO BE, I WON'T THEIR ACCEPTANCE! That's it. I won't let them to bother me and ruin my life. I choose to be happy in my own way.</span></div>
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Am I depressed? I don't know...</div>
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But lately I just feel tired</div>
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I'm tired of everything</div>
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I just want to lay down in bed for hours and hours</div>
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I didn't want to do anything</div>
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I feel so sad</div>
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I can cry without any valid reason</div>
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And I'm tired</div>
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Nothing to look forward to...</div>
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No one knows my sorrow</div>
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and my sadness</div>
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I think I am burned out already</div>
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I almost puke seeing all the logbooks that I have to mark</div>
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I don't know what am I going after</div>
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It's just so blank and empty</div>
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My heart feel so numb</div>
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Everyday it's just a battle for me to finish a day</div>
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mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-51086769908174793562014-10-21T17:19:00.000+08:002014-10-21T17:19:52.488+08:00It's your obligation to take care of your health.Tu dia, panjangnya tajuk. Well, there's reason why the tajuk is like that. Last Thursday, after few episodes of throbbing headache I've decided to go to clinic (I'm very the liat one to go to clinic ya know), and to my surprise my bp that day is 150/110, OMG...that's quite high. The last time I got this reading is when I was pregnant with Syahmi but then, after few session of drinking lemon the headache went away. But this time, after all the things I've consumed the headache keeps coming back...Sakit apa xtau...Tapi memang batuk dan demam sikit.<br />
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So, when the doctor said she wanted to start me with hypertension medications, I REFUSED. I would rather take care of my lifestyle and change my eating habit. Sebenornye agak x puas hati la dengan doktor dengan single reading je diagnose i HPT k...pastu suruh i terima hakikat, what the fish!<br />
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Starting that day onwards, I gave up on nescafe tin which I think the culprit for my headache, I gave up on nasi lemak and I even bought a bicycle kunun-kunun nak cycle petang2 for 30 minutes, tapi....keadaan cuaca sekarang tidaklah mengizinkan. And I also take things easily (doesn't mean I don't bother or care) but I'm not easily get mad or stress about it. Nak marah students pon dah slow down dah sikit sekarang.<br />
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Why I'm doing all this? It's because I love my children and I want to take care of my health so that I can beribadat, sempat bertaubat dan jaga kesihatan tu kewajipan kita. Kalau badan kita rosak or kita sakit, kerja kita x akan jaga kita masa kita sakit so buat apa la nk stress2 sgt kan...keep calm je...tang students tu I assist la and tolong and ajar mana2 patut and the rest is up to them sebab dorg yg blaja so watpe I nak stress2 sbb dorang.<br />
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Okaylah, agak panjang coretan hari ini. And I've started with overnight oats breakfast! Suka! sebab sedap dan mengenyangkan :)mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-1200126379671068932014-09-26T13:29:00.001+08:002014-09-26T13:29:12.790+08:00Keep Calm & Stay QuietLepas ni nak duk diam-diamlah.<br />
Banyak cakap pon bukan org paham kesengsaraan kita.<br />
Duk diam-diam and buat keje kita sudahlah.<br />
Orang memang akan judge kita ikut suka hati dia.<br />
In fact xde orang pon yg perfect ats dunia ni.<br />
Saya cuma akan buat yg terbaik dan termampu sy boleh buat.<br />
Nak kata apa pon katalah.<br />
I just suppress and ignore.<br />
Just be humble.<br />
No need to boast around.<br />
Be simple.<br />
Adios!<br />
<br />mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-53676459770127188222014-09-24T16:47:00.002+08:002014-09-24T16:47:38.444+08:00Take Things PositivelyTake complains as a good thing.<br />
Don't think that people wanna hijack you.<br />
But if that's their intention so let them be.<br />
They will answer to God in the Hereafter.<br />
For the time being, just keep calm and carry on.<br />
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Footnote: I seriously miss my days in London. Why oh why can I just be there.<br />
<br />mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-71492331266419532712014-08-11T10:54:00.002+08:002014-08-11T10:54:47.231+08:00FrustI'm at the lowest point of my life right now. I have a lot of things to do and a grant submission due on this coming Thursday but my body seems doesn't want to work with me. I've been sick since last week and things getting worse when I got flu this week. I couldn't even read any articles/journals as it makes me sick and wan to throw up.<br />
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Sakit itu penghapus dosa...Allah, sembuhkanlah hamba-Mu ini... :'(mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-51879494146944361552014-04-22T12:47:00.000+08:002014-04-22T12:49:45.408+08:00Tak paham Salam,<br />
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Kadang-kadang x paham dengan sikap manusia ni. Kita x buat apa pon tapi dilayan sedingin ais ketul. Cakap pon macam cakap dengan dinding. But being me I don't care much less. As long as masing-masing happy dan saya x kacau orang sudeh. Nak kata terasa tu ada la sikit2 bila syaiton membisikkan kata-kata untuk kita bersedih. Take things positively. Biaq pi la org nak kata apa pon dan buat apa pon. Esok2 kita sama-sama kena judge by Allah bukan manusia. Dan ingatlah, jangan bersedih jika manusia memalingkan muka darimu atau tidak membantumu, bersedihlah bila Allah tak nak pandang muka kita pon nanti, tu yg lagha memanjang...Bergantung haraplah pada Allah dan Allah akan menghulurkan bantuan-Nya. Love all, hate none. Tolong seikhlas mungkin semua orang walaupun org yg kita tlg tu mungkin yang paling ungrateful atau akan tikam kita dari belakang. Kata-kata dari Yasmin Mogahed tentang life lesson:<br />
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When you help someone, make sure it's 100% for the sake of Allah. To instill this lesson, sometimes those you've helped most, become the most ungrateful and even stab you in the back."<br />
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P/s: Sapa kata nak dapatkan syurga itu mudahkan? Peace no war ;)<br />
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Acaner papa mami nk perform hah anak-anak, hehehehe</div>
mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-26667111165283894602014-04-18T14:15:00.005+08:002014-04-18T14:15:50.174+08:00Long silence and private blogIt has been awhile that I didn't write anything in my blog. Lame excuses, mother of 2 no time to blog at all. But today, I come across this article that I think is quite relevant and beneficial to be shared and for my reference too. Thus, I share with you the speech of Bryan Dyson CEO of Coca Cola:<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">"Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the air. You name them - work, family, health, friends and spirit…and you are keeping all of them in the air.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">You will soon understand that work is like a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. But the other four balls - family, health, friends and spirit - are made of glass. If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for balance in your life.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">How?</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as they would your life, for without them, life is meaningless.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live ALL the days of your life.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us together.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find time. The quickest way to receive love is to give, the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly, and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't run through life so fast that you forget not only where you’ve been, but also where you are going.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't forget a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't be afraid to learn. Knowledge is weightless, a treasure you can always carry easily.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Don't use time or words carelessly. Neither can be retrieved.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Life is not a race, but a journey to be savoured each step and each day along the way.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: 'Titillium web', sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Have a good day."</span>mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-59908705938017534562013-10-03T15:10:00.001+08:002013-10-03T15:10:49.352+08:00I miss my life.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I miss my life over there.</div>
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Without prejudice and hassle.</div>
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InsyaAllah one fine day.</div>
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We'll be back chasing our dreams together.</div>
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Without leaving them behind.</div>
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<br />mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-76710911927958797002013-06-20T10:19:00.000+08:002013-06-20T10:19:04.352+08:0037th WeekHi peeps!<br />
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Am currently at 37th week of gestation. Keje banyak lagi xsetel, cita-cita tinggi nak balik bersalin kt kelantan la kennn...hopefully adik ikut footsteps kakak dia, keluar at 39th week so that mommy can settle everything before my leave. I bukan jenis yg suka tinggalkan keje x beres sblm bercuti. Even nk tido pon I akan setelkan lipat kain dulu baru buleh tido dgn aman. Dengan rumah & bilik opis x berkemas rasa mcm serabut kalau tinggal mcm tu aje skrg ni...<br />
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Ada banyak jugak cerita nak citer tp tetibe mcm malas gitu sbb minggu ni rasa mcm xlarat sgt2, nk jalan pon dah terkedek2 mcm penguin. Buat keje pon at slow pace tp okaylah kan dr x buat lgsg ye dok? perot dah start sakit2 tp am not sure whether it's just Braxton hicks or betol2 contraction, muahaha, bahaya tul aku ni. Dibuatnye my water broke tetibe, x ke naya je...marah jugak cik gaban i nt. And until now, I mmg xkemas lagi beg i and baby utk ke hospital...haiyya, ape nk jadi dgn aku ni.<br />
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Ok la peeps, till we meet again (ntah2 dah lepas bersalin baru hapdet)...toodles!mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-37002421513885134442013-05-10T16:40:00.001+08:002013-05-10T16:40:33.988+08:00Stresskah aku?Hahaha, tajuk poyo giler...itu semua ppoyyoo...semalam g check up, ckp kt doktor yg hal sakit kepala ngan hidung tu, tup-tup blood pressure aku 140, hamek ko...tinggi doktor kata, patot la makan paracetamol pon xjadik ape, sakit pale manjang, ni patotnye kalu sakit lg kena g check up lg ni, tp aku ngelat sbb malas, voleh?? x g check pon just amek ubat yg dia kasik semalam, kita tggu next check up, harap2 turun laaaaa..baby please be kind to mummy ya ;)mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-14462762273521940992013-05-07T16:48:00.001+08:002013-05-07T16:48:09.113+08:00Demam 3 mingguMasuk hari ni dah 3 minggu selsema. Tak tahu la sakit ape, ubat dah abes tp selsema still ada sampai sakit2 abes muka, idung and kadang2 sampai ke gigi berdenyut2. Google punya google simptom2 tu sama dengan sakit sinusitis ropenyer...ubat dia kena g amek antibiotik. Tapi sbb iols peknen skrg antibiotik ni kurang molek la sikit nk diambil time ni...tapi apabila mengingatkan sakit yg x berkesudahan ni nmpknye iols kena pasroh je la amek antibiotik jugek....huhuhu...mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-80499020225596047832013-04-11T09:52:00.000+08:002013-04-11T09:52:37.056+08:00I'm back at workHolla,<br />
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Gosh! It's been a while since I've updated my blog. Dah bertukau tahun dah mek wei. Hahaha. Been very busy lately as a housewife since January till March. Now I'm back at work. All I hope is a new beginning, new book and new chapter. Kerja itu sebagai sebahagian ibadah dan rezeki yang kita peroleh tu bolehlah kita share dengan org lain yang memerlukan. I wish that I can excel in being superdaughter, superwife, supermom and superwoman. But right now, I'm suuuuperrrrtired...haha. It's because I havent slept quite well in these few days sebab my baby daughter Sarah demam. Hmmm...ingat nk tukar taska la sbb dia selalu ngadu ada budak duk pukul and buat dia. Nak je aku tau bdk mana yg buat anak aku tu. Meh mokcik sekeh2 sket...Tgh survey taska lain & pengasuh kalau ada. Ok la, till then we'll meet again peeps! Bubbye...mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-22155074189124313902012-11-20T22:10:00.001+08:002012-11-20T22:10:40.371+08:00A year in a glimpseIt has been a year and 4 months since i've been in london. Am leaving on a jet plane in just a few days time. Leaving london was a sad thing for me. I'd fallen in love with this place besides of its hectic and busy lifestyle. I've met a few nice people and good friends along the way. There's a lot that i wanna update about my life here but i just couldnt bear haters and anonymous. Hahaha...emo sgt! Bukan ape, kang update kang ada pulak mulut-mulut longkang cakap 'untung laa boleh g oversea' x pon 'ni g belajar ke g jalan' so i've decided to keep all the memories and my travel journal on a hard copy instead rather than blog. (macam lah ado org baco blog ekau...)<br />
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Oh London, im gonna miss you real much. I wish i can return back here for a couple of years again. (ada hati nk smbung belajar kt tmpt mahal ni lagi kannnn....) Papepon, i love london!mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-30340239145968522392012-07-12T07:29:00.003+08:002012-07-12T07:29:27.892+08:00When you believe.<div style="text-align: center;">
Believe in yourself.</div>
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You can do this.</div>
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Because you worth it.</div>
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Ya Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani, permudahkanlah jalan hamba-Mu ini. Sesungguhnya hamba-Mu ini sudah banyak terleka dan hanyut dengan bisikan syaitan yang sentiasa cemburukan anak Adam. How I wish I can turn back time and do things differently. If Allah wills. Ameen.mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-35543105042090094582012-04-20T04:27:00.001+08:002012-04-20T05:08:45.120+08:00100 days to goHelloo!! I know, i know. I haven't update my blog for a month. Haha, nk kata bz xdak la bz sgt. Ok, it's just 100 days to go for the Olympic games in London. And..also for my dissertation submission. Apparently, it's the same day as the opening ceremony of the Olympic games. Whoah, lepas abes je antar dissertation kita layan tgk olympic smpai pengsan k.<br />
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So here's the milestones to the end of my study.<br />
1) April- submit PBL 9 & 10, outline dissertation, clinical attachment (how?)<br />
2) May-siapkan PBL 7 & 8 (and find out more about something....ngeh ngeh)<br />
3) June- exam module 7,8,9,10 and resit papers<br />
4) July- submit dissertation (hard copy)<br />
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Wish me luck and pray for me k...hope everything ends well :)))mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-36209008297585953712012-03-14T18:54:00.003+08:002012-03-14T19:03:21.498+08:00Happy Birthday PrincessToday is my daughter's 2nd birthday. I feel so guilty because she's far away from us and we can't celebrate her birthday. Xpe Sarah, nnti mommy belikan hadiah utk Sarag dr sini ye. Mainan masak2 yg Sarah suka tu k.<br /><br />On my side, things are not good lately. My exam result is out already and I failed 3 papers with just 1 point. I'm a bit disappointed but I think I deserve it because I didn't study hard enough. And it's kind of a reminder from Allah s.w.t supaya sy xleka sgt kt sini. (sebenarnya rasa nk balik sgt2 dah ni...bukan best sgt pon duk sini).<br /><br />Apa yg best kt sini so far is: Free newspaper every morning and afternoon, excellent public transport, health and education system...Itu saje. Oh ya one more thing I do really love is, there's NO CICAKS here!<br /><br />Ok la, dah merapu meraban, PBL dan tajuk dissertation xdak lg ni (mati la aku...). For my little princess, Happy Birthday sayang, mommy loves you sooo much.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBTjdOP3b0HcByar65fssB1AdqyNjncayIn3mEOZYtjTZnMZ_EK1qmljHh9E9BmSKHNSa8__Awfxp9W253lsSNAtncY_Vm1HZeX4n9ymzFnJ6udwXc4k2bPYgwmgBqD2Hl4zKTCsZsSmRl/s1600/Sarah+Damya.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBTjdOP3b0HcByar65fssB1AdqyNjncayIn3mEOZYtjTZnMZ_EK1qmljHh9E9BmSKHNSa8__Awfxp9W253lsSNAtncY_Vm1HZeX4n9ymzFnJ6udwXc4k2bPYgwmgBqD2Hl4zKTCsZsSmRl/s320/Sarah+Damya.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5719706591805275730" border="0" /></a>mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-82760983511970556752012-03-05T02:49:00.003+08:002012-03-05T02:59:16.205+08:00Anxiety<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: 100%; ">Whoah! It's March already...for the past weeks I've been busy with exam and classes. Mind you my class is everyday from 9-6. It drains my energy out by the end of the day.</span></div><div><div><br /></div><div>Thinking of next week make me nervous (not so nervous actually). First, because my exam result will be ready next week and second because my Module 7 class will begin. Same as this week, everyday class 9-6 with big big names that gonna teach us. There's only 4 of us in the class. I like it but sometimes I feel down too. Seems like I'm the one with lowest IQ in my class.</div><div><br /></div><div>Speaking about exam, which I don't feel nervous about, which is not a good sign. Because, selalunya kalau sy xrasa takut atau xrasa pape, I sense it's not gonna good. But....I'm hoping that it goes well. I wanna go back to my little sweet Sarah.</div><div><br /></div><div>Rindu budak ni.</div><div><br /></div><br class="Apple-interchange-newline"></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqcPh4ZCwTDMLuPE9-exfacqAEioFvlGJrllv7nHO1ceMrDYiQMSLmeRGXncb9Y9SJ7KeJqlgpvBEiGMUniLj_4HBuyUzM4e31uMWOZgxl0ZuPXuBMQhKsxjgmEUrk3MqOUllGilCOKwks/s1600/Sarah+dalam+bakul.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqcPh4ZCwTDMLuPE9-exfacqAEioFvlGJrllv7nHO1ceMrDYiQMSLmeRGXncb9Y9SJ7KeJqlgpvBEiGMUniLj_4HBuyUzM4e31uMWOZgxl0ZuPXuBMQhKsxjgmEUrk3MqOUllGilCOKwks/s320/Sarah+dalam+bakul.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5716117614855752658" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><object id="BLOG_video-FAILED" class="BLOG_video_class" width="320" height="266" contentid="FAILED"></object>mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-35307777917252667012012-02-27T05:32:00.001+08:002012-02-27T05:34:08.306+08:00English educationI think my English has become worst. I can't speak fluently nowadays. Sometimes I can even say a word. This shows how time can get to you especially in language. You learn it for years, then when you didn't use it, it just gone with the wind. So pathetic. Argh, how can I improve myself? Anyone? Any suggestions?mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-79604451672502576082012-02-26T18:13:00.001+08:002012-02-26T18:15:36.938+08:00What's done is doneYeah, yesterday I sat for my Term 1 exam. 4 papers in a row...and...it's was horrendous. The problem is not with the papers but with me. If only I study hard and read by hard all the lecture notes and books, I MAY BE can answer the questions. I'm just hoping that I pass all the papers. No more distinction or merit day dreaming. Finger cross. Please pray for me too. *hugs*mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-2853949779054691632012-02-23T04:10:00.004+08:002012-02-23T04:17:01.116+08:00Kasut Buaya<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgz4XZXBngOZ31pYqxwa5VAmC1dyMP3KKCzoP68QJ4dlCLvj-4yuZw5UYShoWeZOcmb4IflQJpxuoaGd-S1n8z01KT-mQRBssf0S8AxEm1kaEHtw2AkSyc1dqZoszH7PbnhJb63n363hwa/s1600/Yellow-and-Navy-A-Leigh-Wedge-Leather-_11848_160_IS.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 160px; height: 134px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgz4XZXBngOZ31pYqxwa5VAmC1dyMP3KKCzoP68QJ4dlCLvj-4yuZw5UYShoWeZOcmb4IflQJpxuoaGd-S1n8z01KT-mQRBssf0S8AxEm1kaEHtw2AkSyc1dqZoszH7PbnhJb63n363hwa/s320/Yellow-and-Navy-A-Leigh-Wedge-Leather-_11848_160_IS.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5712056284771856818" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-8JM8T1EuQW8y0ICigVhY5QKgUuH-AbUaH3vfGE_mEcoIwvCi1njUMOlpQPKXGnG8usI5lxXeygumgeT1lp2YtpVy7Djf6PRCIowvobgnsx11y6LcGFtNBgzQbs4Jcvv9bVsnCdhMoE9f/s1600/Women-Khaki-and-Espresso-Carlie-Flat-_11277_23G_IS.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 160px; height: 134px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-8JM8T1EuQW8y0ICigVhY5QKgUuH-AbUaH3vfGE_mEcoIwvCi1njUMOlpQPKXGnG8usI5lxXeygumgeT1lp2YtpVy7Djf6PRCIowvobgnsx11y6LcGFtNBgzQbs4Jcvv9bVsnCdhMoE9f/s320/Women-Khaki-and-Espresso-Carlie-Flat-_11277_23G_IS.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5712055981275975538" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7utq3fnvz6cfDXiYInkZnpQb4HurYh6yOh-J1Ic4WBw535zQh9TLBg-QFnSPpn8pZXlLJgn0nzeLSOaMBiSCi6PugMVpaPZwFPiaZG91ViC8NcegNWPSPwSLbgxWRgz3Jxw3_-CranwIG/s1600/Kasut+Buaya+1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 160px; height: 134px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7utq3fnvz6cfDXiYInkZnpQb4HurYh6yOh-J1Ic4WBw535zQh9TLBg-QFnSPpn8pZXlLJgn0nzeLSOaMBiSCi6PugMVpaPZwFPiaZG91ViC8NcegNWPSPwSLbgxWRgz3Jxw3_-CranwIG/s320/Kasut+Buaya+1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5712055975462280802" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_hc7b9VFQO2dDtJHZ62envwJhkTR6_AWA__lgEtl3KuQVMLh-xw04K_gVgx0PG_MADM1SjNRojuo3g8kkDWTaymp31ZTZCPteA340uJiRk8tlvhtevVBwPv_s5yKzwVWjz9cwBu-wXnIZ/s1600/Citrus-and-Aqua-Carliana-Peep-Toe-Ombre-_11839_74C_IS.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 160px; height: 134px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_hc7b9VFQO2dDtJHZ62envwJhkTR6_AWA__lgEtl3KuQVMLh-xw04K_gVgx0PG_MADM1SjNRojuo3g8kkDWTaymp31ZTZCPteA340uJiRk8tlvhtevVBwPv_s5yKzwVWjz9cwBu-wXnIZ/s320/Citrus-and-Aqua-Carliana-Peep-Toe-Ombre-_11839_74C_IS.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5712055969652860066" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="file:///C:/Users/Dell/AppData/Local/Temp/moz-screenshot-2.png" alt="" />Current obsession, tapik mahal....jamu mata aje la kasut2 boye ni, tsk tsk -_-'<br /><br />(pic: courtesy of crocs website)<br /></div>mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-54646091469219177632012-02-23T03:43:00.001+08:002012-02-23T03:45:34.236+08:00FinaleHappy birthday to me, the 2 series finale, dah nk masuk usia 30an dah pun...Point to ponder, there's a lot of small things and event that happens in our everyday life that can change us to be a better Muslim, people can change when given a chance.<br /><br />Love<br />WEWOmimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-63674935985319558932012-02-21T01:28:00.002+08:002012-02-21T01:30:34.994+08:00RinduI already miss my baby girl a lot...I mean a lot! I even sniff her clothes and pampers just to remember her odor. I miss you Sarah Damya. Terngiang2 di telinga mommy loceng kaki Sarah.mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2958869784700999765.post-38688046461637798312012-02-20T21:18:00.001+08:002012-02-20T21:19:34.925+08:00Just Do It!If you want to do something, just do it now, or else it's going to be too late. The world will not stop & wait for you even for a second.mimiey_omarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01106910854332609714noreply@blogger.com0