Friday, March 25, 2011

Kejarlah mimpimu

Dari sekolah rendah, bila cikgu tanya, awak nk jadi apa bila besar nanti. Jawapan aku 2 je 1) doktor 2) pensyarah. Bila da meningkat dewasa, keinginan untuk mengajar anak bangsa dan mengubah destini mereka, maka keinginan untuk mendidik terpahat kemas dalam hati. Doktor...hurmmm sorry, I mabuk darah, especially yg mengalir tu...OMG, my body cannot tahan la...hahaha. Bukan xsuka tgk Grey's Anatomy. Sgt2 suka. Kdg2 tu bila saya down masa jaman unibersiti dulu, I watch Grey's for motivation and inspiration. For me, the story teaches me a lot in terms of friendship and determination to succeed.

Bila masuk sekolah menengah, I join the science stream sbb nak belajar Biologi. Punya la minat Bio kann, Kimia suka jugak sbb Cikgu Fauziah best (kat mana da Cikgu Fauziah tu...) Fizik...mmm yillek. Hahaha. And alhamdulillah, I scored my SPM with flying colors. Pehtu kena paksa UTM urgh...belajar Fizik seems like learning all the notes in a music class. Iwas lost and didn't know what I was doing 5 months in UTM. kehkeh...Nasib baik ada kwn2 best (Eti, Mas, Ah, Kiena, Intan, and Syarod...I love u guys so much)

to be continued....(anak den nanges mintak susu, pehtu den nk landing jugok la)

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Gini la alkisahnya

Ok x tajuk tu
Alkisahnya, aku tukar template
pastu aku xtau camne nk log in
Ada ka patot?? dok
Sepatutnya, I should be writing an email to 2 important
Make 1 important call and
discuss 1 important issue
but i haven't done any
Reason? xtahu la ngape la aku malas yg amat ni
sape mandrem aku, angkat tgn cepat
bolehlah kan pi salahkan org len plak
and I also have to check my students' work
Nk mengganti lab dan kelas lg
ye la mcm gagah sgt la kan ko tu
pi amek keje2 org...
tp org akan tolong ko ke?
membebel & meroyan plak kan aku ni
xpe...motto aku hr ni:

Be positive, think positive, never look back of what had happened, Insya Allah positive thing will happen to you

Monday, March 21, 2011

Demam dan penyakit 'M'

Weekend hr tu xbuat pape pon
melepek terjelepuk sbb demam
*pd anak muridku...mdm mintak maaf byk2
sbb xsempat pon nk cek first draft korg

xlarat sgt2 and ditambah plak dgn penyakit M kan
M tu paham2 laa..ntah bila ntah virus 'R' nk dtg
adoi la...nk wat entry psl birtday sarah pon xlarat
malas nk upload gambar boleh?

Monday, March 14, 2011

Protect your dreams :.

This is exactly what I'm going to say to my daughter
When he was struggling with his career
He was 28...just like me
I will continue to pursue my dreams
Nobody can tell me that I can't do it

Sunday, March 13, 2011

We finally made up our mind :.

Yeppp....we finally came up to a decision
The decision may not be the best
But we think why not we give it a try
It may cause us a big difficulty
But we have promised ourselves
By hook or by crook
We never be apart
We are going to live our lives together
Through better or worse
Pray for us ya
Till then...we meet again =)

Thursday, March 10, 2011

To my precious daughter :.

No mountain too high for you to climb
All you have to do, is have some kind of faith
No river is too wide
for you to make it across
All you have to do, is believe when you pray

And then you will see the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
Hold on to your fears, cast them on me
I just want you to see

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your Angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your Angel, I'm your Angel

I saw your tear drops and I heard you cry
All you need...
is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It don't have to be this way
Let me show you a better day

Then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your day will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears just cast them on me
How can I make you see

And when it's time to faced the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep us safe and warm
I know we will survive
And when it seems as if your end this growing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put trust on the sky

Mummy will always be your angel

I'm officially serabut :.

After submitting the ERGS form
Makin serabut jadiknya
Decision have been made
So...skrg serabut pikir nk choose yg mana plak
Serabut dgn keje2 org yg sy kena ganti
Bukan berkira...
Tapi kalau org tu xnk tolong diri dia sendiri
Macam mana org lain nk tolong
Ape lg yg nk difightkan
Kalau kta berjuang skalipon kt tmpt lain
Belum tentu kita kalah
Ntah lah...terpulang pd tuan punya badan
Jgn org lain bertmbah serabut dgn entry sy sudah....

Monday, March 7, 2011

Splash time :.

Hari Ahad lalu
Saja je selam bdk kecik ni
dalam kolam
Da siap2 beli pelampung
for babies segala
sekali masuk je dlm pelampung
loud volume terusss
Bdk2 kt situ pon terkejut
'eh eh dia nangis'
anak sapa la bdk kecik ni
Tapi walau pape pon
papa ngan mummy sonok tgk bdk kecik ni =)

Birthday surprise with BFF :.

Ni citer outing ngan my BFF hari tu
Baru nk buat entryla kann
Thank you to Danee, Gpa and their hubbies
For the lovely outing
Kitorg g mkn2 kt LikiLiki kt Wangsa Maju
Dekat jo ngan ruman Puan Danee
Makan chim chum
Hanya RM19.90 je satu kepala
cececece promote la plak kan...

Tiup jgn xtiup!

The BFF- Gpa, Danee & Mimiey. Friends forever guys ;)

The cake!

The budak boolat dgn anaknye and the steamboat pot (erkkk...yeke??)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

What I want to be :.

I wanna be an ordinary person
With an extraordinary dreams and ambitions
There's nothing wrong being ambitious rite?
All is well ;)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

The thing I hate most :.

Hari ni masuk opis
Jumpa menatang ni
Geli la woi
Pi la main jauh2
Mintak mahap la
Aku mmg xsuka kt hang
Gemuk, putih gebu plak tu
Terus xmahu mendekati meja kerja
Agaknya, it's a sign for me to leave the room
This is one of the thing that I hate most
Go away!!

Things I want to do :.

If I was not destine to be an academician, here are the things that I want to do:
1) Be an expert and a very good clinician (at least one day I can teach based on experience)
2) Sign up for a swimming class
3) Sign up in a Mandarin class (want to finish what I've started)
4) Sign up with Malaysian Relief Agency ( da kontek da pon org tu, at least if my dreams to be an academic staff isn't fulfill, I want to help others as much as I can, hidup ni kalau xnyusahkan org pon da cukup baik)
5) Make the best of our life, not to get involve who don't want me and just being me.
6) Yeah, 1 more thing, I want to learn sign language. Want to be in 'their' world and be with them and know what they feel.
7) Go travel anywhere and everywhere whenever we have time.
Enough said... don't want to be stress out anymore, enjoy life, avoid stress, eat healthy, exercise regularly...done, decision has been made. FULLSTOP!

The road not taken :.

I guess if I want to be on the other side
I have to make myself busy
For example
signing up in a swimming class
go to the sign language class
or go to Mandarin class
How I wish I can do everything that I wanna do here instead
If I advice my husband the other way around
I find myself as a very selfish person
Hurmm...xkan nk lepaskan peluang keemasan kan...
Ujian sumer ni, bertabahlah..

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Lifehouse - Broken

Best ever song! Enjoice =)

Making the right decision :.

I'm wide awake now
I just couldn't sleep
Thinking about our future
My family's future
For me, my family is everything to me
Family is my first priority
And whatever the decision that I will make
I don't to drag others into my problem
Life is not about envying what others have and we don't have
It's about living our life to the fullest
Making the best out of it

So, the choice is yours?
Academician or a clinician?