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Friday, May 29, 2015

Haters will hate.

Sometimes I forgot that there are a group of people who like to see us fall, who are ready to see us fail. I don't understand and get this kind of people. What do they get when they have so much hatred in their hearts. I am just being me. I don't have any hidden agendas, any intention to make others fall or bad. It's not me. I just do what I like and if you hate me that much, so be it. It's your loss not me. I will help as much as I can without considering who you are. When I'm sad, I listen to this song cause I found it's lyrics was so beautifully written. KUN ANTA = BE YOURSELF.


In order to keep up with them
I imitated their looks and exterior

So I became someone else just to boast
And I thought that through that I gained a fortune

But I found that I'd lost, for these are mere appearances

No no
We don't need wealth in order to increase in beauty
Our essence is here, in our hearts it shines

No no
We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves
That is our beauty, rising and ascending above

Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...

Be yourself and you will increase in beauty

Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...

Be yourself and you will increase in beauty

La la la la la la la la
I accept people but I don't imitate them
Except for what I agree with, to satify myself

I will just be myself, just the way I am, this is me
My conviction suffices, this is my certainty

No no
We don't need wealth in order to increase in beauty
Our essence is here, in our hearts it shines

No no
We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves
That is our beauty, rising and ascending above

Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...

Be yourself and you will increase in beauty

Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...

I'll be what I please to be
I won't seek their acceptance
I'll be whom I love to be
Why would I care about their acceptance

I'll be what I please to be
I won't seek their acceptance
I'll be whom I love to be
Why would I care about their acceptance

No no
We don't need wealth in order to increase in beauty
Our essence is here, in our hearts it shines

No no
We will not seek to please others with that which we deem unbefitting for ourselves
That is our beauty, rising and ascending above

Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...

Be yourself and you will increase in beauty

Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...
Oh wo oh... Oh wo oooh...

Be yourself and you will increase in beauty

I BE WHAT I PLEASE TO BE, I WON'T THEIR ACCEPTANCE! That's it. I won't let them to bother me and ruin my life. I choose to be happy in my own way.

Monday, April 20, 2015


Am I depressed? I don't know...
But lately I just feel tired
I'm tired of everything
I just want to lay down in bed for hours and hours
I didn't want to do anything
I feel so sad
I can cry without any valid reason
And I'm tired
Nothing to look forward to...
No one knows my sorrow
and my sadness
I think I am burned out already
I almost puke seeing all the logbooks that I have to mark
I don't know what am I going after
It's just so blank and empty
My heart feel so numb
Everyday it's just a battle for me to finish a day