Giving Up

I think it's time for me to give up and to lose hope.
It doesn't matter how hard I've tried and I've strive.
Everything seems doesn't work the way I want it.
Pointer tinggi-tinggi pun xmenjamin pape.
Kalau tau la gitu, baik la wat cincai2 je masa undergrad dulu.
Feels like wanna take Sarah adn go back to my hometown.
But what shall I do after that? I also don't know.
I don't even have plan B, C or D.
It's time to giving up hope.
So be it.

Miracle

Miracle please happen to me
Just once
This time around
2009-I got married
2010-I gave birth to Sarah
2011-I just pray that I can further my study
Just that...only that
Dear Allah You know the best for me~