Making the right decision :.

I'm wide awake now
I just couldn't sleep
Thinking about our future
My family's future
For me, my family is everything to me
Family is my first priority
And whatever the decision that I will make
I don't to drag others into my problem
Life is not about envying what others have and we don't have
It's about living our life to the fullest
Making the best out of it

So, the choice is yours?
Academician or a clinician?