Anxiety

Whoah! It's March already...for the past weeks I've been busy with exam and classes. Mind you my class is everyday from 9-6. It drains my energy out by the end of the day.

Thinking of next week make me nervous (not so nervous actually). First, because my exam result will be ready next week and second because my Module 7 class will begin. Same as this week, everyday class 9-6 with big big names that gonna teach us. There's only 4 of us in the class. I like it but sometimes I feel down too. Seems like I'm the one with lowest IQ in my class.

Speaking about exam, which I don't feel nervous about, which is not a good sign. Because, selalunya kalau sy xrasa takut atau xrasa pape, I sense it's not gonna good. But....I'm hoping that it goes well. I wanna go back to my little sweet Sarah.

Rindu budak ni.

Finale

Happy birthday to me, the 2 series finale, dah nk masuk usia 30an dah pun...Point to ponder, there's a lot of small things and event that happens in our everyday life that can change us to be a better Muslim, people can change when given a chance.

Love
WEWO

Sahabat

Sahabat sejati sukar dicari dan ditukar ganti.

Here I am whining about how difficult to handle a toddler when we go out and how difficult it is to be in foreign country whereas one of my dearest friend is struggling between life and death.

I miss her. I feel so guilty for not being a good friend to her. I miss her wedding day and I sometimes took our friendship for granted.

Suddenly the bad news hit me. She's in coma. I never thought she's gonna go through all this. Oh sahabat, be strong. We are going to grow old together.

I keep our promise. I never tell anyone regarding your condition. I thought you're gonna be fine.

Sahabat, maafkanlah diri ini tidak dapat berada di sisimu ketika ini. Aku halalkan segala-galanya dan maafkan dirimu. I know you're a strong girl.

p/s: xleh nk teruskan dah, sebak yg amat, I still remember her laugh, her voice and everything. Dear Allah, selamatkanlah sahabatku...