Frust

I'm at the lowest point of my life right now. I have a lot of things to do and a grant submission due on this coming Thursday but my body seems doesn't want to work with me. I've been sick since last week and things getting worse when I got flu this week. I couldn't even read any articles/journals as it makes me sick and wan to throw up.

Sakit itu penghapus dosa...Allah, sembuhkanlah hamba-Mu ini... :'(

Tak paham

Salam,

Kadang-kadang x paham dengan sikap manusia ni. Kita x buat apa pon tapi dilayan sedingin ais ketul. Cakap pon macam cakap dengan dinding. But being me I don't care much less. As long as masing-masing happy dan saya x kacau orang sudeh. Nak kata terasa tu ada la sikit2 bila syaiton membisikkan kata-kata untuk kita bersedih. Take things positively. Biaq pi la org nak kata apa pon dan buat apa pon. Esok2 kita sama-sama kena judge by Allah bukan manusia. Dan ingatlah, jangan bersedih jika manusia memalingkan muka darimu atau tidak membantumu, bersedihlah bila Allah tak nak pandang muka kita pon nanti, tu yg lagha memanjang...Bergantung haraplah pada Allah dan Allah akan menghulurkan bantuan-Nya. Love all, hate none. Tolong seikhlas mungkin semua orang walaupun org yg kita tlg tu mungkin yang paling ungrateful atau akan tikam kita dari belakang. Kata-kata dari Yasmin Mogahed tentang life lesson:

"Life lesson:
When you help someone, make sure it's 100% for the sake of Allah. To instill this lesson, sometimes those you've helped most, become the most ungrateful and even stab you in the back."

P/s: Sapa kata nak dapatkan syurga itu mudahkan? Peace no war ;)

Layan 2 ketul ni lagi bagus. Asyik nyepah & tido lambat jer. 

Acaner papa mami nk perform hah anak-anak, hehehehe

Long silence and private blog

It has been awhile that I didn't write anything in my blog. Lame excuses, mother of 2 no time to blog at all. But today, I come across this article that I think is quite relevant and beneficial to be shared and for my reference too. Thus, I share with you the speech of Bryan Dyson CEO of Coca Cola:

"Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the air. You name them - work, family, health, friends and spirit…and you are keeping all of them in the air.

You will soon understand that work is like a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. But the other four balls - family, health, friends and spirit - are made of glass. If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for balance in your life.

How?

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as they would your life, for without them, life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live ALL the days of your life.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us together.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find time. The quickest way to receive love is to give, the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly, and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

Don't run through life so fast that you forget not only where you’ve been, but also where you are going.

Don't forget a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated.

Don't be afraid to learn. Knowledge is weightless, a treasure you can always carry easily.

Don't use time or words carelessly. Neither can be retrieved.

Life is not a race, but a journey to be savoured each step and each day along the way.

Have a good day."

I miss my life.

I miss my life over there.

Without prejudice and hassle.

InsyaAllah one fine day.

We'll be back chasing our dreams together.

Without leaving them behind.

Keep on having faith in Allah.

Allah knows best.

Keep calm and carry on.

37th Week

Hi peeps!

Am currently at 37th week of gestation. Keje banyak lagi xsetel, cita-cita tinggi nak balik bersalin kt kelantan la kennn...hopefully adik ikut footsteps kakak dia, keluar at 39th week so that mommy can settle everything before my leave. I bukan jenis yg suka tinggalkan keje x beres sblm bercuti. Even nk tido pon I akan setelkan lipat kain dulu baru buleh tido dgn aman. Dengan rumah & bilik opis x berkemas rasa mcm serabut kalau tinggal mcm tu aje skrg ni...

Ada banyak jugak cerita nak citer tp tetibe mcm malas gitu sbb minggu ni rasa mcm xlarat sgt2, nk jalan pon dah terkedek2 mcm penguin. Buat keje pon at slow pace tp okaylah kan dr x buat lgsg ye dok? perot dah start sakit2 tp am not sure whether it's just Braxton hicks or betol2 contraction, muahaha, bahaya tul aku ni. Dibuatnye my water broke tetibe, x ke naya je...marah jugak cik gaban i nt. And until now, I mmg xkemas lagi beg i and baby utk ke hospital...haiyya, ape nk jadi dgn aku ni.

Ok la peeps, till we meet again (ntah2 dah lepas bersalin baru hapdet)...toodles!

Stresskah aku?

Hahaha, tajuk poyo giler...itu semua ppoyyoo...semalam g check up, ckp kt doktor yg hal sakit kepala ngan hidung tu, tup-tup blood pressure aku 140, hamek ko...tinggi doktor kata, patot la makan paracetamol pon xjadik ape, sakit pale manjang, ni patotnye kalu sakit lg kena g check up lg ni, tp aku ngelat sbb malas, voleh?? x g check pon just amek ubat yg dia kasik semalam, kita tggu next check up, harap2 turun laaaaa..baby please be kind to mummy ya ;)

Demam 3 minggu

Masuk hari ni dah 3 minggu selsema. Tak tahu la sakit ape, ubat dah abes tp selsema still ada sampai sakit2 abes muka, idung and kadang2 sampai ke gigi berdenyut2. Google punya google simptom2 tu sama dengan sakit sinusitis ropenyer...ubat dia kena g amek antibiotik. Tapi sbb iols peknen skrg antibiotik ni kurang molek la sikit nk diambil time ni...tapi apabila mengingatkan sakit yg x berkesudahan ni nmpknye iols kena pasroh je la amek antibiotik jugek....huhuhu...