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Sunday, February 19, 2012

Ketabahan, kekuatan diri

Yup, the day finally come, my daughter is going back to Malaysia. Mommy ingt mommy kuat and tabah, tapi bila kemas2 beg, baju2 sarah, bila sarah renung mata mommy nk je mommy kenselkan hantar sarah blk. Tapi nk buat mcm mana, keadaan di sini xsesuai utk pembesaran sarah. Sarah kt Malaysia pon ramai org sayang. Mommy papa sygkan sarah. Nanti mommy belajar sgguh2 and habis cpt, boleh blk amek sarah, k syg.

Sarah duk umah nenek behave, jgn nakal2. Sarah kan anak cerdik juruh rajin mommy. Aaaa, sedeynye...in fact kemas beg pon xsiap lg ni, skrg pukul 12 lebih. Kul 5.30 jap lg da nk kena gerak g Gatwick airport da. Huhu, dah xde da peneman mommy mlm2, peneman tido mommy. Oh gosh!! I thought that I'm strong but I'm not. Sape xsyg anak wei, kandung 9 bulan usung ke hulu ke hilir. Org xdak hati je yg buang2 anak tu. Ok la gtg...kang marah plak papa beg xsiap kemas lg. :(

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Beautiful reminder


Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Lazy bones

Bukak2 emel, ada request on one of the book that I borrowed from the library. I had the book for weeks and guess what I only managed to read a few pages of the book. I guess it's time for me to work that lazy bones of mine. Malam ni xtido menelaah dan esk pg2 dah kena hantar, hehe, pdhal dah overdue for 2 days. Ok, here's my resolution for 2012.

1) Nk jd lebih rajin dan rajin lg, supaya dpt pass my MSc courses successfully. I x aim high pon, cukup sekadar pass on first attempt, Insya Allah.

2) Jadi ibu yg baik dan isteri yg solehah. This year has given me so much reflection on myself. Ya Tuhan byknya dosaku tp nikmat mu melaut luasnya.

3) Manage my money well. Hutang byk weh...Need to prioritize between necessity and needs (eh betol ke)...

4) Yg ni penting ni, nk make effort to baca sebanyak mungkin buku yg ada. Nk berilmu kena byk membaca. Ilmu boleh dtg dr byk cara, one of it through membaca selain dr experience.

5) Plan bulan 7, byk berjalan luas pemandangan. So kena save up money from now.

6) Ok, dah sebulan 2012 berlalu, tp aku ni mcm xbuat pape, xbelajar pape, so it's time to move now, get up, and work it bebeh! Ameen.

Post ni peringatan utk diri sendiri. Sbb I found out if you write and say your goal clearly of what you wanted, it's kind of a way to make it happen. Mcm doa jugak lah kan. So positive vibes please come to me, negativity go away.

A Note To Myself #2

This is the path that I've chosen so stop whining about it.
How to become a CEO of your life with: focus, visualization, inspiration and reflection. (Prof. Dr.Muhaya)

A Note To Myself #1

Kita kurang membaca walhal kita punya banyak buku, untuk berilmu kita perlu banyak membaca.

Monday, January 30, 2012

What's happening to me?

I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been slacking around for days, haven't get out from my house for days too. I blame it on the weather and myself. First, it's cold to be outside of the house with the temperature reaching to minus something, secondly because of the kelawar life that we've adapted due to Sarah's sleeping pattern. Yeah, she sleep through the day and wide awake during the night. So do us.

It's not like we don't want to rearrange her sleeping pattern but she sleeps when she wants to sleep no matter what we do to her. And me waking at 11 or 12pm, seems losing half of my day just sleeping. Argh!!! I need to get my mojo back. My motivation and so on. Help! Help!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Neber sengal

Haa, ni tajuk mcm nk meroyan sikit kannn, mmg nk meroyan, meh nk citer. Rumah kitorg kt sini rumah flat, flat2 pon mahai dik non. Kalau kt mesia kira rate sewa banglo la bila dah convert. Ok, so kitorg ni duk rumah 1 bedroom tingkat atas sekali. Bawah kitorg ada 1 couple polish sewa. Bawah lagi opis lawyer kaf lam ya nga. Nak dijadikan citer, rumah kt sini lantainya kayu. So bila terhentak kaki kuat sikit ke, lompat ke dengar la rumah org bwh ni.

Sarah pulak suka melompat2 dan timing tido dia plak mmg out habis. Dia tido kul 4 pagi, so pukul 12 dan 1 pagi tu mmg time aktif dia. Tapi Sarah bukan la melompat 24-7 dan all the time. Kadang-kadang bila kitorg ada tetamu harus la terbising sikit. Sekali semalam si laki polish tu ketuk pintu kitorg dan sound kitorg kaw2 punya just because of bunyi footsteps. Ko nk aman tenteram sunyi sepi p duduk gua la bro. Mmg ba wau dal ha tahap cipan. Geram aku! Siap ugut2 nk report lg, konon2 tahap kesabaran dia dah maksima. Eh, helloooo time ko party mlm2 minggu pasang lagu kuat2 smpi lantai rumah den gegar2 ada gua bising??

Dia ada letak tilam dia kt laluan jln pintu masuk kt bwh. Nk amek gmbr, nk report agen ckp dorg mengganggu hall way dan bahaya jika berlaku kebakaran. Pirahhh, pi blahlah...ko tu immigrant ja, depa ingt kitorg ni org cikai2 dr bangla kut...(mahap la ya kalau terasa i kutuk pendatang...) sbb melampau, kalau polish tu equal to indon la kalu kt mesia. Sekian. Hahaha (evil laugh!!)