Nak tukar profesion boleh? :.

Agak2 la kalau sy xjadik optometris
Sy akan jadik ape ye
Tu la dulu2 org suruh amek medic ngan farmasi
xnak....
kan da xdak keje...
Why la you're so pathetic?
Hoping that the same place that reject you will accept you
kan da keciwa 2 kali
ngoks la....
But I'm okay
Tapi normal la kan kalau sy sedey??
Sy pon cuma manusia biasa...ye x?
Xpe...xdak rejeki la tu
Doa byk2 lagi ya =)

La Tahzan :.

Jangan bersedih
Rezeki ada di mana-mana
Mungkin apa yg kita nak
Bukanlah yg terbaik utk kita
Tapi sbg manusia biasa
Rasa sedih tu tetap ada kan
The job is not mine
Kalau Allah kata itu rezeki kita
Maka itulah rezeki kita
Jadi...lupakan sajalah niat mu itu wahai Elhami
You're not meant for it...

Confused :.

I'm confused...
Whether to follow my husband
and forget about my dream job
yet no future
Nor to follow
and be near to my family
and become jobless...
What should i do?

Tanggal 23 Februari :.

Tanggal 23 Februari 28 tahun dulu
Lahirlah saya ke dunia ini
Hari ini di kala usia menginjak ke angka 28
Hanya terdapat 1 kekesalan di hati
Iaitu tidak dapat berbakti kepada kedua org tua
Dengan keadaan skrg, sy xdpt menghulurkan bantuan kepada mereka
Kita hanya merancang
Allah jua yg menentukan
Tapi sy xpernah sekali-kali menyalahkan takdir
Mungkin ada sinar cahaya di sebalik kegelapan
Ada sinar harapan di hujung terowong
Hanya doa yg mampu kutitipkan kepada kedua org tua ku
Tanpa mereka, siapalah kita
Selagi hayat dikandung badan
Selagi itulah kita akan cuba membahagiakan mereka
Bila da xde nnti, baru nk menyesal, ape la guna kan...
Ma & Babo...terima kasih atas segalanya T_T

Terima kasih Cinta :.

To my other halves
Happy Birthday dear
Hope that we have a great year ahead
And many happy returns
Thank you for always being with me
Through ups and down
Even though I can be very silly at a time
With a stupid mistake
But you were always there
Me and Sarah love ya so much

I'm gonna give what they want :.

They want me out of here
So be it
Why it's always me have to be other 'black goat'
or 'escapee goat' (I don't even bother whether this word exist or not
I have had enough
Thus, I'll choose the hardest path
They force me to do so
Others will fill my 'place'
So be it

p/s: Hati ini sungguh sakit, mengapa wujud orang2 sebegitu? Mengapa org sebegitu yg disanjung dan dipuja...I'm confused, adakah dunia sudah terbalik? Yang mana betol yang mana salah juga saya tak tahu...Let Allah decide, only He who knows the BEST and what's in human's heart...Hari ini hari awk,esk lusa belum tentu~

Hanya mampu berserah :.

Baru-baru dpt emel dr sana.
Emel tu berbunyi lebey kurang begini:


p/s: Dear Kak Samantha, how I wish I'm rich enough to support my own study.
Dear En.Gaban sila jadik Dato' atau Tan Sri ya supaya sy xpayah sambung blaja atau
keje....seronok!!

Tapi sambung belajar tu is one of my dream...hurmm, I guess I'll just pass it to my husband instead...

I miss this moment :.

Dear friends,

I miss this moment so much.
We eat. We laugh together.
We study. We quarrel. We cry.
Together.
Thank you for being my friends.
Miss u guys a lot.
Love,
Mummy Sarah

Songs Featured On Grey's Anatomy: "The City Lights"

Love the melody ;)

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Source from here.

Chevening

What is chevening?
It's a scholarship by the British Council.
I've applied for the scholarship.
Hope that my 'rezeki' is there.
I know, this scholarship is the MOST sought after.
And....bukan calang-calang org yg dapat!
Ok, yes! Saya takut...
Tapi I just try, who knows...my LUCK is there.
Ameen.

Please pray for me...
Hoping that ada scholarship yg sangkut~

Emergency

Ape yg emergency??
Kalu air xdak dikira emergency la kan?
kalau aircond xdak sy bleh tahan panas lg
ni kalau air pon xdak mmg xleh tahan
rasa nk balik je
da la org demotivated nk gi keje
save bajet smpai air pon potong
toilet fakulti da bau mcm toilet awam
euwwww~
Bos...nk balik boleh??

Secondhand Serenade-Goodbye lyrics

Ditujukan kepada seseorang.
Ni pon rasa nk nanges nengok lirik dia~

p/s: awat la aku emo pepagi senin ni!

Maher Zain - Insha Allah | Insya Allah | ماهر زين - إن شاء الله

Rasa nak nanges tiap2 kali dgr lagu ni~ ;(